My Dreams

I have a dream. My first dream is become a teacher. When I was 8 years old, I always said to my parents that I want to be a teacher who can teach many students in the class. But, I just want to be a teacher of Islamic religion. Why I choose that ? because I want to teach the students about Islam religion,when I was elementary school my score of Islamic studies is great for me and of course cus I love Islam. And if I can study more about it maybe I can be a good human. But, unfortunetly this dream is just on elementary school.

When I was Junior high school, I found a new dream again. My second dream is I want to be a great Teacher of  English language, and why again ?. well, I guess because my score is great too when I was Junior high school , My parents say “you can be a great teachers of English language too”, and the last is I found that english language is the national language. Because of that I found that english language is interesting and I want to learn about it. and until now, I’m still study english language and well its fun and I really enjoy it.

How about Islamic studies ?. about this, of course, little by little I study about it, maybe I cannot understand all the leassons about Islam but, when I found some interesting information about Islam, I will search it in Qur’an or asking my parents, teachers, my friends, and from Islamic Assembly if I don’t know which one is the truth or false. And until now, I still realize that Islam religion studies is really amazing learning.

Actually, I have a third of dream. The last is I want to be a Translator. Why again ? cus I have found that become a translator is also interesting just like be a english or Islamic studies teachers. When I see the professional translator helping someone to translate the other countries language with so smoothly, I feel like I want to be like them, I want to learn about the other countries language too. If I can understand about the other countries language  maybe I can be a friend with them or we can talk each other without anything can prevent us even we’re in different countries and language. And right now, I can speak English and Japanese language even just a little but I will study more hard with this two language. When I can master it, I want to learn the other countries language too maybe Arabic or France or Chinese or others.

I have 3 dream, and right now I’m a college student of English language education. If I can master the English language, next maybe Japanese language cus even now I’m still study about it little by little. Among the three dreams of mine, I choose Translator. Why ? cus I feel that become a translator is really cool and nice, and I want to learn the other countries language too as many as I can. About Islamic studies, of course I’m still study about it little by little.  

*I think that’s all thank you for always read my blog, thank you for coming and I’m sorry if my english language is bad because I’’m still study about it too. Maybe its to many mistake on my blog about the language but I will do my best to study more about it and make my dreams come true. Hope you all the readers like it, see ya J

Grow Up

For me, It’s realy hard to became a grow up person. Why ? because I think became a grow up person is need a real and strong preparation for the outside of the “ world”. I always afraid to grow up, I think when become a grow up person I have to throw up my hobbys, my important times, things, and everything that I like. And yes, right here, right now, I’m afraid when I realize that I have been grow up person. I afraid that I can’t be a useful person for everyone or anythings, I can’t compete in the work or social world, and I’m afraid that I can’t fulfill my parents desire.

I feel that I’m still a child. The child that need for more information about the outside of the world or social world. If I have enough of the information, I can compete with the others grown up person and become a useful person in the social world. Maybe I’m grow up right now, but I feel that I’m still don’t have enough information about the outside world. Because of that I’m confused right now. If I don’t know about anything I always depend on my parents. That’s why I feel that I’m still not ready to become a grow up person.

But, even I don’t feel ready to become a grow up person, I’m still have to try and try more to become a great and useful grow up person for the social world. And I will try with all my best to answer my both parents desire. And I can’t do it without my parents help and prayer, help from all my friends and teachers, and of course from the guide of Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’ala. I really thankful to Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’ala., because of Allah, I can step forward until now. and I really thankful to my both parents for all their work and pray for me so, I became a grow up person. And very grateful to my Friends and Teachers who teach me and accompany me until now. I hope someday I become a useful person for you all and work hard to pay it, and of course pray and pray for Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’ala.

My Holiday with my Family

On 26 March 2019, I’m back to my real home the place that where’s my Family gather. And I’m back there because of Ramadhan Holiday. I really excited whenever I’m back to home (of course everyone will be happy if they go back to their family, isn’t ?). and because the day was Ramadhan, I’m more happy, I can gather again with my family on this Ramadhan. unfortunetly, I can’t meet my big brother because he got a work. But, it’s okay because my mom said he will be back before the eid Fitri comes.

I really enjoying my holiday this time. Two days in my hometown, my mother said we celebrate eid Fitri at Sampit city so we gonna go there tomorrow. First, I don’t want to celebrate in there but I don’t have any choice so I agree with my mom said.

We go to the Sampit city on Thursday. We arrived there at 11.00 a.m. after that, we cleaning our home, prepared for shalat, and sleep. Night at 20.30 p.m, we’re going to buying some new clothes for Eid Fitri day. I found my clothes and of course my mother, father, and little sister too. We buy it, and because the time is already 22.00 p.m, we going back home and take a nap.

Shortly, the days of Eid Fitri has come. And finnaly, all my family gathered because my big brother has come too. We celebrate it with really happy. In the morning, my family goes to mosque to take a prayer (I Can’t go because you know it hehe). After that, we apologize, We take many picture, and of course go to our big family and my parents friends home.

I’m really happy and enjoyed my holiday, its really fun because I can gather with my beloved family. and I hope we can meet again in the next Ramadhan days. Aamiin…